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After more than a decade of speculation, R&B singer and songwriter Keri Hilson is finally opening up about the career-altering moment that left her “canceled” by much of the industry and the public.

In a new interview making waves across social media, Hilson addressed the long-standing rumors surrounding a 2009 leaked remix of her song “Turnin’ Me On,” in which she seemingly took shots at Beyoncé.

The now-infamous lines,”Your vision cloudy if you think you the best / You can dance, she can sing, but need to move it to the left”, were widely interpreted as a jab at Queen Bey, especially referencing her iconic hit “Irreplaceable.”

The backlash was swift and severe. Almost overnight, Hilson found herself shunned by fans and insiders alike, despite her previous success as a songwriter and solo artist.

But now, Hilson has revealed that the controversial lyrics in the remix weren’t her own, but were written by other songwriters, including Esther Dean. Hilson explained that she never wanted to record the version that included disses toward other artists and had even written her own alternate remix without any shots. However, she felt pressured by her label to record the original they had worked on with Dean and others.

At the time, Hilson was signed to mega producer Timbaland and Polo Da Don, and she alludes to the fact that her career was threatened if she didn’t follow their orders to do the song. Hilson claims Polo promised her the diss record wouldn’t be released, although it was leaked a few days later. Hilson says her biggest regret is not speaking up for herself.

For years, Hilson remained tight-lipped about the controversy, only occasionally hinting that the song wasn’t what people thought it was, and that while the lyrics were sharp, they were never intended for Beyoncé.

Nonetheless, Hilson has previously expressed that the fallout from the song had a lasting impact on her career, and that there was a point where she couldn’t release music or book shows.

Dean responded to Hilson’s most recent interview by posting an apology to her Instagram page, saying the song did not age well and looking back, it was childish.

Hilson’s candid reflections are sparking old conversations about how women are put against each other by men in the industry and how quickly public perception can end a career.